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mind tricks

anybody know any mind tricks or resources to become more organized? I am not even a little orderly.

MATH fucking math

I applied to Georgia State and as a unconventional student (or whatever they call it) I have to take a test called the Compass, and probably the SAT too.

I forgot how bad I am at math. I am really really really really really really bad at math. Unless it's calculating tips in my head.

Any suggestions?


Worst. Mother's Day. Ever.

Directions to Holy Days events

93, if you are planning to attend both events, you can follow me to Java Lords after the Oasis reading, which will be held at Bro. Z's loft.

The address is 691 John Wesley Dobbs Ave NE Unit H. 30312. Basically, take I85/75 to Freedom Parkway. The first light is Boulevard. Turn left. First light you come to on Boulevard is Highland. Turn right. Go through one light then look for the 3 way stop at the corner or Highland and Sampson. Turn right onto Sampson. About halfway down on your left you will see Virginia Cotton Docks. (used to be called Sampson lofts or JW Dobbs lofts) that's us (i live next door) drive all the way to the back. Park wherever you can. Look on the back of the building to the right, and you will see a loading dock. Look for the door marked H, and the people dressed like they are going to a funeral!

See ya there!! Also, myself facilitated by Templi Adytum and Templi de Niger Sol will be reading the first chapter at Java Lords so I hope to pack out the house. Anyone coming from here can caravan. If you are going straight to Java Lords, follow the Freedom Parkway exit across Boulevard, through the Carter Center, across North Highland, untill it dead ends into MOreland Turn right on MOreland. At the main light in Little Five Points, turn right onto Euclid. Java Lords is sort of inside 7 Stages, so look for their sign. Then park~!

Thursdays reading at Dove and Serpent will be held at 7pm, and Templi de Niger Sol at 9pm. Friday and Saturday the readings at both places will be an hour later. (aka 8pm and 10pm).

Love and 93's

PS... all three days we are having casual afterparty here at my loft, unit M of the Sampson St. lofts.

1. By the burning of the incense was the Word revealed, and by the distant drug.
2. O meal and honey and oil! O beautiful flag of the moon, that she hangs out in the centre of bliss!
3. These loosen the swathings of the corpse; these unbind the feet of Osiris, so that the flaming God may rage through the firmament with his fantastic spear.
4. But of pure black marble is the sorry statue, and the changeless pain of the eyes is bitter to the blind.
5. We understand the rapture of that shaken marble, torn by the throes of the crowned child, the golden rod of the golden God.
6. We know why all is hidden in the stone, within the coffin, within the mighty sepulchre, and we too answer Olalám! Imál! Tutúlu! as it is written in the ancient book.
7. Three words of that book are as life to a new æon; no god has read the whole.
8. But thou and I, O God, have written it page by page.
9. Ours is the elevenfold reading of the Elevenfold word.
10. These seven letters together make seven diverse words; each word is divine, and seven sentences are hidden therein.
11. Thou art the Word, O my darling, my lord, my master!
12. O come to me, mix the fire and the water, all shall dissolve.
13. I await Thee in sleeping, in waking. I invoke Thee no more; for Thou art in me, O Thou who hast made me a beautiful instrument tuned to Thy rapture.
14. Yet art Thou ever apart, even as I.
15. I remember a certain holy day in the dusk of the year, in the dusk of the Equinox of Osiris, when first I beheld Thee visibly; when first the dreadful issue was fought out; when the Ibis-headed One charmed away the strife.
16. I remember Thy first kiss, even as a maiden should. Nor in the dark byways was there another: Thy kisses abide.
17. There is none other beside Thee in the whole Universe of Love.
18. My God, I love Thee, O Thou goat with gilded horns!
19. Thou beautiful bull of Apis! Thou beautiful serpent of Apep! Thou beautiful child of the Pregnant Goddess!
20. Thou hast stirred in Thy sleep, O ancient sorrow of years! Thou hast raised Thine head to strike, and all is dissolved into the Abyss of Glory.
21. An end to the letters of the words! An end to the sevenfold speech.
22. Resolve me the wonder of it all into the figure of a gaunt swift camel striding over the sand.
23. Lonely is he, and abominable; yet hath he gained the crown.
24. Oh rejoice! rejoice!
25. My God! O my God! I am but a speck in the star-dust of ages; I am the Master of the Secret of Things.
26. I am the Revealer and the Preparer. Mine is the Sword—and the Mitre and the Wingèd Wand!
27. I am the Initiator and the Destroyer. Mine is the Globe—and the Bennu bird and the Lotus of Isis my daughter!
28. I am the One beyond these all; and I bear the symbols of the mighty darkness.
29. There shall be a sigil as of a vast black brooding ocean of death and the central blaze of darkness, radiating its night upon all.
30. It shall swallow up that lesser darkness.
31. But in that profound who shall answer: What is?
32. Not I.
33. Not Thou, O God!
34. Come, let us no more reason together; let us enjoy! Let us be ourselves, silent, unique, apart.
35. O lonely woods of the world! In what recesses will ye hide our love?
36. The forest of the spears of the Most High is called Night, and Hades, and the Day of Wrath; but I am His captain, and I bear His cup.
37. Fear me not with my spearmen! They shall slay the demons with their petty prongs. Ye shall be free.
38. Ah, slaves! ye will not—ye know not how to will.
39. Yet the music of my spears shall be a song of freedom.
40. A great bird shall sweep from the Abyss of Joy, and bear ye away to be my cup-bearers.
41. Come, O my God, in one last rapture let us attain to the Union with the Many!
42. In the silence of Things, in the Night of Forces, beyond the accursèd domain of the Three, let us enjoy our love!
43. My darling! My darling! away, away beyond the Assembly and the Law and the Enlightenment unto an Anarchy of Solitude and Darkness!
44. For even thus must we veil the brilliance of our Self.
45. My darling! My darling!
46. O my God, but the love in Me bursts over the bonds of Space and Time; my love is spilt among them that love not love.
47. My wine is poured out for them that never tasted wine.
48. The fumes thereof shall intoxicate them and the vigour of my love shall breed mighty children from their maidens.
49. Yea! without draught, without embrace:—and the Voice answered Yea! these things shall be.
50. Then I sought a Word for Myself; nay, for myself.
51. And the Word came: O Thou! it is well. Heed naught! I love Thee! I love Thee!
52. Therefore had I faith unto the end of all; yea, unto the end of all.

Old skool

So I am thinking of going back to school, comparative religions would be where I would begin. How do I do this thing? Advice? Condemnation? Laughter? Tears? Whatcha got for me.

Apr. 2nd, 2010

Happy kill your savior day... die, damned martyr, die...

Holy Days after party

On April 8, 9, and 10th the Nances invite the Thelemic and Magickal community in Atlanta to our residence after the days festivities for rest relaxation and contemplation, also booze and hottubbing.. ;)
Templi de Niger Sol invites you to celebrate the climax of the Thelemic Holy Season, with the Three Day Reading of the Book of the Law on April 8, 9 and 10.

As we are an independent, Kabbalistic-Thelemic Lodge, we claim the Book of the Law as part of our magickal, spiritual and historic heritage. While we read the three chapters, we ponder the cycle of creation and destruction, the All and the Nothing, the primary symbology of the Black Sun itself, and the birth of the new Aeon; the ABRAHADABRA- as personified by Ra-Hoor-Khuit, the Magickal Child.

We will be dividing our Black Sun Mass into three parts over the three nights, and then reading the three sections of the Book of the Law, in theatrical style! There will be a Eucharist and a Middle-Eastern feast on the third night.

Please join us at Java Lords Coffee House in Little Five Points, at 9PM Thursday, April 8.. and 10PM Friday April 9 and Saturday April 10.

For more information, email us at templi.de.niger.sol@gmail.com

In the Light of the Black Sun,
With Agape-

Templi de Niger Sol

Tau Saga
Frater Aum
Frater Eosphoros

PS... Templi Adytum will be working with Templi de Niger Sol on the First Night reading.